Oh wow

HAHA wowww ~ I still remember my username and password. 

So, hello blog :) It’s been a while. My last update was… Well I don’t know. 

I’m currently 16 now, going on 17 since 2011 is gonna end soon. Form 4 is just tiring! Super duper tiring and stressful. My finals result was… Satisfactory. Well to me that is. I got like C for all of my science subjects, HAHA! 

Mm I guess that’s all for now :)

Placing your hand in mine

So I decided, I’m not gonna delete this blog. Khairur’s request :P

It’s 233AM. I just finished watching Letters To Juliet. Love that lasted for 50 years, how sweet :’)

 

My life is now going.. Well.. Pretty good I guess. Recently, my sister got married and the wedding was spectacular. I have an additional member to the family. I have created a better bond between my siblings. Everyone is in good health. I have amazing friends that anyone could ever ask for. And a lover, who is very supportive, caring, trusting and loving.

Having all this doesn’t mean I live a life full of happiness. There are times where I have my depressing moments. But for all I know, I am thankful for what I have.

Alhamdulillah. Syukran, Ya Allah.

In order to get happiness, you have to earn it. In order to remain happy, be thankful of what you have.

There you go making my heart beat again

HELLO FELLOW READERS!

Ok. I am so sorry for not posting anything.

I don’t have the blogger mood anymore. ANYMORE!

I feel like deleting this account.

Should.. Or shouldn’t I?

Hmm.

Stop and strike a pose.

It’s 3.33AM. I enjoy staying up. Hehe.

K sorry haven’t been updating for SO SO SO SO LONG!

After pmr lah, k? :)

Pmr is only left with a day. Which is this monday. Cannot wait!

See ya after the 11th! ;)

Our life is but a dream

HEY! First things first, sorry for not updating the past months. Get use to that tho cause I won’t be updating much. Sorry :(

Trials are just 2 weeks away. I’m trying to work my butt off for this. And then the P-M-R in just what? 2 months away? It’s scaring me.

Despite exams, my life has been.. Indescribable? I don’t want to complain about my life here. I hate complaining. I’m learning how to be thankful for all that I have. But sometimes, there are things that should not be left unspoken, no?

Actually at the moment I am trying to change for the better. I wanna be closer to my god, Allah. I wanna be a good daughter. A good friend. A good student. All in all, a better person.
Okay that’s it. Enough is enough. It’s 530AM and I’m still not asleep since.. 1230am? I don’t know.

Mess up my bed with me.

I cannot help it. I just have to say it. I wish you’re reading this. Oh no, no no no no, i take it back. Don’t read this.

How am I suppose to put it? I am in love. But I don’t want to be in love. I want to be with you, but at the same time, i don’t.

I don’t know. I am so confused at this point.

Honestly, i decided a long time ago, I wanna let you go. But i couldn’t. I just know i can’t do it. It’s too hard to handle.

But seriously, I don’t want you to be mine. I just want you to be in my life forever.

The kind of guy that I like is a guy that will do anything for me. That will be the day.

Happens every full moon

Meet Izni! She’s my buddy from Singapore :) Can’t wait for her to come here.

Yes, i know, i stopped blogging for a while. I am so lazy to update. I’ll update more sooner or later K? :)

I just want to make this super clear

I know, lately i’ve been having friend crisis. I’m mad at this girl, i’m mad at that girl, this guy, that guy, my brother, mom wtvr! I might be hating everyone right now but truth be told i’d die if i see them suffer. I don’t care whether they are my friends or not, i’d die if they die.

I know the things i say like burn in hell, go die or whatsoever. Well those stuffs are just bull. I don’t mean a single word of it. I want all of the people surrounding me to live in heaven, and if they were to die, make sure they die in peace.

Gangland, GGland, Kj2 clan, family, classmates, tablemates, schoolmates, all of my friends;

I love you people okay :)

Across you eyes, i see a spark

Mid year is over!

Next : Trials

then later : PMR

I’m just couting the daaaays ;)

Okay, i shall sleep like theres no tomorrow. Good day :)

And that you can’t deny

Boy my heart was true

And heaven knows I tried

Why don’t you love me

The way I loved you

I kind of am under depression. I was toyed. Fooled. Used. Never loved. Never appreciated.